i hate this feeling. can you imagine i saw him today. and hugged him. (he that shall not be mentioned!)

and i just hate the way i feel. coz imagine its like Nida all over again… only this time, am being shown the cold shoulder. as in ni kaa nilifall na yeye na siamini. why is this so? si niko na chali mwingine? mpoa? but najifind nawacompare.

he’s hot!!!!

he’s tall. he’s handsome, gorgeous, sweet, love the smile, kind, built, real….. as in the only thing ako nayo my nani hana ni he’s tall n younger.

sijui nini mbaya na mimi walai

aki am stressed. nilimuona nikaskia vibaya tu sana. nkt!